I'm from Hawai'i ☼☾ my name is Lani ☽☼ pronounced ✧Lawnie✧ ☼☾ I mostly post pictures of myself ☽☼ I don't want your nudes ☼☾ I don't want to send you any ☽☼ I love good conversation- talk to me! ☼☾ questions? ask away☽☼ I try to not go on long hiatuses but I can't make any promises ☽☼ this is my space when I need it☽☼ much love
sometimes i wish i was content pleasing only myself, to disregard my output and maneuver through relationships easily, without apprehensions and cautions; that i could do whatever i feel inclined to on a moments notice; no matter future consequences or feelings of regret and never mind who will remember what that looked like, or how it made them feel.
and its easy to see that as appealing when so many people happily embody it but i can’t seem to remind myself enough lately that it isn’t. i am not selfish, i am not careless, i am not dishonest, i do not hurt people ‘unintentionally’. i will not lose that; not to build a callous to protect me from temporary pains. i will be proud of my rawness and i will protect it because my future and the people who will be in it will deserve it.
The first time I held a human brain in Anatomy Lab I was completely speechless. I looked at my classmates expecting a similar reaction and they looked back at me confused like…”dude let’s start identifying the structures.” I had to take a step back and let it process…in my hands was someone’s entire life. From start to finish, every memory, every emotion, every bodily control…was right there in my hands.
I don’t care if people unfollow this is spectacular
This post just fucked me up literally
☼☾ at least today was a good day for weed smoking and food
just because you’re ready to do something or say something, doesn’t mean you’re ready to face the outcome of that action